frustrated and sad

I’m frustrated and sad because how much it took to catch my attention and when finally did (which is hard WASNT it? Then LET MY GUARD DOWN. and you fold?

Okay let’s keep it G. YOU SMARTER THAN THAT to believe anything along the lines of me being fake. Playing you and ect. YOUR A FUCKIN MORON to fall for the shit I warned you bout. AND IF IN fact a side was chosen. I HOPE YOU LOVE THE KARMA THAT COMES WITH IT.

Coulda caught me a bird for a war I started
But I found myself involved (Turn, turn)
Is there such a feelin' as bein' way too loyal?
Touch road and I grew some roses
Got straight out the mud of the soil (Turn, turn)
Is there such a feelin' as bein' way too loyal?
Always еight racks to show
How's [?] whipped up for bro
Is there such a feelin' as bеin' way too loyal?
Steady and slow always wins the race
I turned down million pounds and more money
Is there such a feelin' as bein' way too loyal?

“Your can’t stunt all you want talk all the shit you want but you will see like you said “time will tell”

HOPE TIME AND PRIDE DOESNT stop you from seeing reality before I give up 🆙

Hope you as G as you act cause them feelings going to make you sick when you realize you played ya self out A solid downass bitch.

I hope it makes you sick 😷 when you realized I was always real and even when I wasn’t fully aware:


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The joker”

Narcissist. Psychopath. Stalker. Hacker.

January 9 I cut off my “friend” in the middle of a gaslight after him already showing my he was a narcissist AT THE TIME MY ENTIRE narcissistic family was in the mist of bombing me with taking my kids custody and taking my ex’s side and turning on me. Once I did that he lost his top. Death threats. Intimidation. ALL cyber crimes. And stalking on a scary extreme. So much I felt physically violated by the hacking and called the cops TWICE. Nothing done. Sitting duck.

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Dear Best Friend, You’re A Mommy Now.

The Memoirs of Tiffani

Today, I’d like to share with you a poem I have written for one of my best friends. She is a first time mother, of the most beautiful five month old baby boy, that I have ever seen. He is the light of my life and I love him with my whole heart. And, his mother and my best friend, Summer, is one of the strongest woman that I know. She’s more than a best friend; she’s my sister.

Anywho- I wrote this poem for her to receive on her first Mother’s Day. And, now I would like to share it with you all(: I’m no poet but, I think it served it’s purpose! I believe that it is touching with a funny little twist at the end(: I hope you enjoy.

Now You’re A Mother

When I found you,
A best friend was gained.
You were there to be…

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Blame you not me.


You saw how I not only supported you but even expressed my love for your music over and over on a real level. Yes I wasn’t aware of it all a the time.

All you had to do was come correct.
I’m mad. Hurt. And a whole lot of fucked up. 



You waited all this time. And AT MY WORST. And i dont degress my faults. BUT.. YOU FOLDED. 😡😭


King iso
Sloth mind is a mind coming from being a hero but not having one
You deal with so much hate, you just don't wanna do shit, just wanna give up
You feel me what happens when I, when I need to fall

Frequencies that we can’t see, low enough to kill us all
Soldiers calling but I've fallen, can't reach me at all
I think I’m going

Cause every time I think I'm ahead I keep running into a wall
Fuck the fighting, I'll be better off dead
Looking for me, I'll be AWOL
I feel like can't nobody love me when they think of getting close
I put up a wall, yeah
Fuck you I'm AWOL, I'm going AWOL, yeah

I ain’t read what’s online nowadays
Too dead to go live nowadays
Huge bed and my couch, I'll stay
Gun to my head before I about face
A new edge in which I now take
A few steps and I dive down, wait
I soon slept for my wind-down phase
Into death before I shall wake
It’s hard to be a hero when we're grown men
Can't find in me loving we need a heroine
To fight for us, she won't win, my evil twin
Is shooting up now like heroin
And I be tryna push the needle in
I get to recording, I’m an addict to seeing people win
But the fact I'm benign feeling below ten
Celsius, it's ridiculous like Steelo Brim
Sick in water like I'm sipping on Pinot Grigio and
I be so into help you, me no can do
Feed on them, the good vibes I'ma throw a feast on them
It won't even let my ego win
They watching TV, they be asking did the Eagles win?
They call me emo like they ain't heard of emotions
They really wanna see me lose it, hoping T don't win
And ease L's in my life, Deebo friend
Messed up how the crowd changed
It was all love before the Strange soundstage
Day one fans love gone, now hate
And everything I upload they gon' downplay
But nowadays everybody wanna talk like they got something to say but nothing comes out when they move they lips
Because I got 'em on mute and I don't wanna hear the foolishness, I'm leaving and I'm going

'Cause every time I think I'm ahead I keep running into a wall
Fuck the fighting, I'll be better off dead
Looking for me, I'll be AWOL
I feel like can't nobody love me when they think of getting close
I put up a wall, yeah
Fuck you I'm AWOL, I'm going AWOL, yeah

I told the nurse I feel dead but alive
And that's what I really need a paradox for
I tried to be more like Martin
A King no ear to fix the wick terror bombs or
When the Damu's see you try to be positive and laugh like
The fuck you being Farrakhan for
Oh wait the show's supporting
Do you die in front of everything you built like The Marathon store
Now they wanna hashtag TMC
I'm 'bout to ash this bud while I help promote BnB
No air, they don't really wanna see him breathe
It shocks me like an EMP that peeps indeed
Want you to blow first like TNT
On television networks or TMZ
On the net those subjugate, BMT
But we all we got bruh, C and B
Motherfuckers refusing to see the king in me
My head I been put a crown on, CNT
No Ls like would you freaking sing, to learners in doubt
We don't need Oprah to see that we went free
I'm a hero like Batman
Your Ford'll look a lot like Wayne's when you choose to be indie
But sometimes I wanna take this cape off
And be a villain that caps'll get peeled, Michael-Keegan, Key
The frequency I'm on couldn't be in key
Would y'all know that on gang, homie B and C
The wave link I surf, they hope deep it sinks
'Cause I wash my hands with 'em, we can't be in sync
So cry me a river like J.T. and C
You want supplement my growth? GNC
I might be back later homie, we can see
But right now I'm yelling peace indeed
The king must leave