Derick‘s Thoughts.

I’m getting depressed bc I’m no one’s special person. I’m just a side character in everyone else’s adventure. I feel that others gave more important people to worry about than me. That I’m a friend, but not the first they call when something happens.

While I know this is nothing more than being in my own head, it hurts. I want to be someone’s number one. I want to be thought of. I want to feel more important.

While I am feeling defeated, I know my thoughts are nothing more than thoughts. I know people value me more than I realize. I just have to start expressing my problems as they arise instead of stewing in my own thoughts.

Thanks for reading.