AWOL


King iso
Sloth mind is a mind coming from being a hero but not having one
You deal with so much hate, you just don't wanna do shit, just wanna give up
You feel me what happens when I, when I need to fall

Frequencies that we can’t see, low enough to kill us all
Soldiers calling but I've fallen, can't reach me at all
I think I’m going


AWOL
Cause every time I think I'm ahead I keep running into a wall
Fuck the fighting, I'll be better off dead
Looking for me, I'll be AWOL
I feel like can't nobody love me when they think of getting close
I put up a wall, yeah
Fuck you I'm AWOL, I'm going AWOL, yeah


I ain’t read what’s online nowadays
Too dead to go live nowadays
Huge bed and my couch, I'll stay
Gun to my head before I about face
A new edge in which I now take
A few steps and I dive down, wait
I soon slept for my wind-down phase
Into death before I shall wake
It’s hard to be a hero when we're grown men
Can't find in me loving we need a heroine
To fight for us, she won't win, my evil twin
Is shooting up now like heroin
And I be tryna push the needle in
I get to recording, I’m an addict to seeing people win
But the fact I'm benign feeling below ten
Celsius, it's ridiculous like Steelo Brim
Sick in water like I'm sipping on Pinot Grigio and
I be so into help you, me no can do
Feed on them, the good vibes I'ma throw a feast on them
It won't even let my ego win
They watching TV, they be asking did the Eagles win?
They call me emo like they ain't heard of emotions
They really wanna see me lose it, hoping T don't win
And ease L's in my life, Deebo friend
Messed up how the crowd changed
It was all love before the Strange soundstage
Day one fans love gone, now hate
And everything I upload they gon' downplay
But nowadays everybody wanna talk like they got something to say but nothing comes out when they move they lips
Because I got 'em on mute and I don't wanna hear the foolishness, I'm leaving and I'm going


AWOL
'Cause every time I think I'm ahead I keep running into a wall
Fuck the fighting, I'll be better off dead
Looking for me, I'll be AWOL
I feel like can't nobody love me when they think of getting close
I put up a wall, yeah
Fuck you I'm AWOL, I'm going AWOL, yeah


I told the nurse I feel dead but alive
And that's what I really need a paradox for
I tried to be more like Martin
A King no ear to fix the wick terror bombs or
When the Damu's see you try to be positive and laugh like
The fuck you being Farrakhan for
Oh wait the show's supporting
Do you die in front of everything you built like The Marathon store
Now they wanna hashtag TMC
I'm 'bout to ash this bud while I help promote BnB
No air, they don't really wanna see him breathe
It shocks me like an EMP that peeps indeed
Want you to blow first like TNT
On television networks or TMZ
On the net those subjugate, BMT
But we all we got bruh, C and B
Motherfuckers refusing to see the king in me
My head I been put a crown on, CNT
No Ls like would you freaking sing, to learners in doubt
We don't need Oprah to see that we went free
I'm a hero like Batman
Your Ford'll look a lot like Wayne's when you choose to be indie
But sometimes I wanna take this cape off
And be a villain that caps'll get peeled, Michael-Keegan, Key
The frequency I'm on couldn't be in key
Would y'all know that on gang, homie B and C
The wave link I surf, they hope deep it sinks
'Cause I wash my hands with 'em, we can't be in sync
So cry me a river like J.T. and C
You want supplement my growth? GNC
I might be back later homie, we can see
But right now I'm yelling peace indeed
The king must leave

Author: klusterfck


About me...about me...-what about me?
My name is Summer and for a complicated person, I'm pretty simple.  This is, in part, due to my bipolar disorder.  Being bipolar is something that I have learned to be very open about.  I'll share anything and everything with you.  It all just depends on, what's on my mind. 
With that being said, I would like to apologize ahead of time, if I accidentally offend anyone, in any way.  I have struggled with my bipolar for a while but, more so in the last few years.  Through my post and my blog, you will read stories and get more in-depth details to help you understand what a 'Summer Daye' is really like.  Contrary to how appealing it sounds, it's not all rainbows and sun shine.  However, I now accept that you can not have rainbows without both sunshine and rain.

 
I have learned a lot through my bipolar and it has helped me grow into a stronger woman.   It is a journey that I don't think will ever actually have an 'end'.  So, please join me.
Sit back.  Get informed.  And hopefully, enjoy(:


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