In the times i needed most, I WAS ALONE. Real life stories through my life that hopefully can enspire someone struggling.
Sloth mind is a mind coming from being a hero but not having one You deal with so much hate, you just don't wanna do shit, just wanna give up You feel me what happens when I, when I need to fall
Frequencies that we can’t see, low enough to kill us all Soldiers calling but I've fallen, can't reach me at all I think I’m going
AWOL Cause every time I think I'm ahead I keep running into a wall Fuck the fighting, I'll be better off dead Looking for me, I'll be AWOL I feel like can't nobody love me when they think of getting close I put up a wall, yeah Fuck you I'm AWOL, I'm going AWOL, yeah
I ain’t read what’s online nowadays Too dead to go live nowadays Huge bed and my couch, I'll stay Gun to my head before I about face A new edge in which I now take A few steps and I dive down, wait I soon slept for my wind-down phase Into death before I shall wake It’s hard to be a hero when we're grown men Can't find in me loving we need a heroine To fight for us, she won't win, my evil twin Is shooting up now like heroin And I be tryna push the needle in I get to recording, I’m an addict to seeing people win But the fact I'm benign feeling below ten Celsius, it's ridiculous like Steelo Brim Sick in water like I'm sipping on Pinot Grigio and I be so into help you, me no can do Feed on them, the good vibes I'ma throw a feast on them It won't even let my ego win They watching TV, they be asking did the Eagles win? They call me emo like they ain't heard of emotions They really wanna see me lose it, hoping T don't win And ease L's in my life, Deebo friend Messed up how the crowd changed It was all love before the Strange soundstage Day one fans love gone, now hate And everything I upload they gon' downplay But nowadays everybody wanna talk like they got something to say but nothing comes out when they move they lips Because I got 'em on mute and I don't wanna hear the foolishness, I'm leaving and I'm going
AWOL 'Cause every time I think I'm ahead I keep running into a wall Fuck the fighting, I'll be better off dead Looking for me, I'll be AWOL I feel like can't nobody love me when they think of getting close I put up a wall, yeah Fuck you I'm AWOL, I'm going AWOL, yeah
I told the nurse I feel dead but alive And that's what I really need a paradox for I tried to be more like Martin A King no ear to fix the wick terror bombs or When the Damu's see you try to be positive and laugh like The fuck you being Farrakhan for Oh wait the show's supporting Do you die in front of everything you built like The Marathon store Now they wanna hashtag TMC I'm 'bout to ash this bud while I help promote BnB No air, they don't really wanna see him breathe It shocks me like an EMP that peeps indeed Want you to blow first like TNT On television networks or TMZ On the net those subjugate, BMT But we all we got bruh, C and B Motherfuckers refusing to see the king in me My head I been put a crown on, CNT No Ls like would you freaking sing, to learners in doubt We don't need Oprah to see that we went free I'm a hero like Batman Your Ford'll look a lot like Wayne's when you choose to be indie But sometimes I wanna take this cape off And be a villain that caps'll get peeled, Michael-Keegan, Key The frequency I'm on couldn't be in key Would y'all know that on gang, homie B and C The wave link I surf, they hope deep it sinks 'Cause I wash my hands with 'em, we can't be in sync So cry me a river like J.T. and C You want supplement my growth? GNC I might be back later homie, we can see But right now I'm yelling peace indeed The king must leave
About me...about me...-what about me? My name is Summer and for a complicated person, I'm pretty simple. This is, in part, due to my bipolar disorder. Being bipolar is something that I have learned to be very open about. I'll share anything and everything with you. It all just depends on, what's on my mind.
With that being said, I would like to apologize ahead of time, if I accidentally offend anyone, in any way. I have struggled with my bipolar for a while but, more so in the last few years. Through my post and my blog, you will read stories and get more in-depth details to help you understand what a 'Summer Daye' is really like. Contrary to how appealing it sounds, it's not all rainbows and sun shine. However, I now accept that you can not have rainbows without both sunshine and rain. I have learned a lot through my bipolar and it has helped me grow into a stronger woman. It is a journey that I don't think will ever actually have an 'end'. So, please join me. Sit back. Get informed. And hopefully, enjoy(:
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