THIS AS DEEP AND REAL I CANEXPRESS. I been writing a lot just in general keeping my sanity and so much happening some seem most not and this wasn’t planned on being shown just because i already tried enough but when I saw it was 7 pages at the end I knew I needed to at least try. But that’s it.
The shoot is the struggle for life battling your “demons” Adding me and my past and his wife’s minds all together the shoot became WAY more than what he originally planned. While I’m still an addict because that doesn’t just go away. My got contol of my demons when I was 18 after a 2 week period of Xanax BAD. From then on my addiction was at bay. I could pick something up and not again if I want. The tattoo is a reminder of my mental health because I was dangerous before.
Disclaimer THE NEEDLE IN THE LAST PICTURE is band aided on and edited. IM 32 and can NOT even see a needle without wanting to pass out. I’m only clarifying that because itwas VERY controversial because people thought it was a real.
I’m frustrated and sad because how much it took to catch my attention and when finally did (which is hard WASNT it? Then LET MY GUARD DOWN. and you fold?
Okay let’s keep it G. YOU SMARTER THAN THAT to believe anything along the lines of me being fake. Playing you and ect. YOUR A FUCKIN MORON to fall for the shit I warned you bout. AND IF IN fact a side was chosen. I HOPE YOU LOVE THE KARMA THAT COMES WITH IT.
Coulda caught me a bird for a war I started But I found myself involved (Turn, turn) Is there such a feelin' as bein' way too loyal? Touch road and I grew some roses Got straight out the mud of the soil (Turn, turn) Is there such a feelin' as bein' way too loyal? Always еight racks to show How's [?] whipped up for bro Is there such a feelin' as bеin' way too loyal? Steady and slow always wins the race I turned down million pounds and more money Is there such a feelin' as bein' way too loyal?
Hope you as G as you act cause them feelings going to make you sick when you realize you played ya self out A solid downass bitch.
I hope it makes you sick 😷 when you realized I was always real and even when I wasn’t fully aware: